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HOLY SHIT!

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keep your head down

SPOILER ALERT!

murder train

im still sick & my voice is still fucked, so i cant really talk. so, this show is going to be just music. not posting it anywhere or anything.

everything is just shit, isnt it?

shrouded in steel

sorry for the lack of updates. getting fucking sick of the internet from time to time, but its ever-increasing, so im done with facebook for the time being, without a real comeback date in sight. twitters been bugging me, and id get rid of that if i didnt follow people i wanted to & they follow me back. and fucking instagram - i cannot believe the amount of shitty fucking photos that TENS of thousands of people like. its all a 'love me, love me' game that i feel like im just noticing now. maybe i was too involved in these sights to see just how fucking miserable they all are / have been, but taking this giant step back, i realize just how fucking worthless it all really is. im not saying that ill never update this again or anything, but i DO think that ill be getting rid of this sometime in the future. as ive said before, id like to get knozgrul.com this time & have it actually be a good site instead of the shitty one i had years ago. i dunno. im cutting more and more people out of my life as time goes on and im doing surprisingly well without them. it makes me think that either they werent all that important to me to begin with, or that ive been fooling myself into thinking that i need people all along. ill never know, really, because theres always going to be at least a small handful of people ill never want to be without. but, fuck me.......